Damn it's been a while - I need a new layout but I'll find one eventually.

In other news I have a girlfriend now - her name is Nicky and I met her on myspace - we've hung out most of this week - going to movies and various places :)

Besides that nothing much to report - just work and school and same old same old!

Hope all is well!

BETH - WE MISS YOU - well I know I do - guess I shouldn't speak for others!

It was great talking to you and Amy last night - we must do that again soon - you always crack me up!

I don't even know what to say....

I do hope that one day I can find that person that will be everything and more for me - it'll happen when it's time - that's all I can hope for.

I'm happy for others that have found that - you are very lucky.

I'm going to try to be around more often but with school and work I'm pretty busy.

Because I never break my word....

I Wanna Be There

Won't you let me catch your fall
Won't you let me lend a hand
Those lonely eyes have seen it all
But love's too blind to understand

Cause you don't know what you have
Til your everything is gone
You need someone to show you how to live again

I wanna be there when you're feeling high
I wanna be there when you wanna die
I'm gonna light your fire
Gonne feel your flame
I wanna be there when you go insane
I wanna be there when you're feeling' down
And I'll be there when your head is spinnin' round
Gonna be your lover
Gonna be your friend
I wanna be there til the end

You wouldn't know that I was there
Cause I have been there all the time
And if I had my way I'd hold you in my arms
And leave this madness all behind

Cause you got so much to give
But you throw it all away
And all you got to show for who you are is pain

And I've got so much to give
If you'd only let me in
I'm gonna take the time to show you I'm a friend
You'll believe in love again

I wanna be there in the pouring rain
I wanna be there when you call my name
I'm gonna light your fire
Gonna feel your flame
I wanna be there when you go insane
II wanna be there when I'm outta town
And when your whole damn world is crashing down
I'm gonna be your lover
Gonna be your friend
I wanna be there til the end
Cause you don't know what you have
Til your everything is gone
You need someone to show you how to live again

And I've got so much to give
If you'd only let me in
I'm gonna take the time to show you I'm a friend
You'll believe again

I wanna be there when your baby cries
I wanna be there when they tell you lies
I'm gonna light your fire
Gonna feel your flame
I wanna be there when you go insane
I wanna be there when your nights are long
And when you're feeling like you don't belong
Gonna be your lover
Gonna be your friend
Gonna be there til the end

I'm gonna be there in the morning
I'm gonna be there in the night
I'm gonna be there to make you strong when
you're tired
I'm gonne be there when you want me
I wanna be there when you don't
Gonna be your lover
Gonna be your friend
Gonna be there til the end

But I think for now....this may be the end...

Damn I suck - I never update this thing it seems -

I had a GREAT night last night - I was getting worried there for a while but I feel much better now - had a wonderful conversation full of laughs and jokes and that always makes a person feel better.

Probably heading out of town this weekend to NC to visit an old friend and hopefully, hopefully heading to Seattle WA at the end of the month to meet someone that I've known for a while...

Hope all is well...